Sunday, August 22, 2010

Scott Pilgrim is the sex bob-omb

Fantastic movie with a fantastic girl <3
Love you brittney
and don't you forget it....ever.
OR YOU'LL DIE

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

Lyrics for the day

Needing a reason for being stuck in this seemingly demeaning whirlwind of a ride with you ( oh yeah i do)
Longer than faster i try to dicide what your after, a disaster is that what you put me through ( oh yeah you do)


Why: Its a new year, and Im doing me.

Monday, August 2, 2010

Boys V.S girls ( part II)

Now as a girls i would like to know why girls do this...

1.) Set yourselves up for disappointment: " Gordan has only been in out of jail three times, he's only hit a girl once, but she really deserved it. i thought with me it would be different, i just don't get it?" UM HELLO?
When a guy has obvious issues that SCREAM " he's not worth your time!" take the hint, guys will not change no matter how much you want them to. So move the fuck on.

2.) Making excuses: well he cheated on me because i was never around, if i was there for him he wouldn't have done that. NO! there is no excuses for cheating. He made a choice, the choice that you don't matter and that he doesn't want to be with you anymore. Its not your fault and if he can't handle one woman he's NOT worth it.

3.) Being Fickle: I like rick, no i like bobby...but not as much as i like tom. BITCH PICK ONE.

4.) Compromising: He doesn't like my friends, so now i  don't hang out with them anymore. Don't get me wrong  there are compromises in every relationship, but its usually stuff like who gets which side of the bed and on Fridays nights you eat Chinese food and on Tuesdays pizza. Not stuff like, stop talking to your friends or mother because they piss me off and your not allowed to go out with out me bull crap.

5.) Those girls with boy friends they don't deserve: Oh man i love my boyfriend, but his best friend is so cute tehe. Oh Kay if you can't handle having one boyfriend that get rid of him, because there are tons of girls who would love to have you boyfriend and treat him like a king.

Boys V.S Girls

As a girl i would love to know why guys do these things?
1.) Fuck and Chuck girls: You build girls up just to bring them back down, you say all the right things cause you know that girls can be vunerable. And then as soon as you get them we're you want them, you just leave?
Like what is the point. If you wanted an easy lay go to 3rd street although it may cost you fee.

2.) Fuck virgins and then complain about it: Guys have like this weird fetish , that they must have sex with virgins, but then they complain about how after the girls get so attached and how they we're crying or we're in pain or expect something more. NEWS MOTHER FUCKING FLASH, girls have been genetically screwed since the age of time, apparently when girls have sex it releases some kind of chemicals in your body that makes us feel closer or " in love". Sex is different for girls, its overwhelming and scary, guys just stick it some where and become a man. And yes it FUCKING hurts, when you get a vagina with the diameter of 2 cm come talk to me.

3.) Having double standards: For example the slut to player ratio. When a guy sleeps/ hooks up with a bunch of girls, he is " the man" and other guys look up to him as like some God. But when girls sleep around it means there sluts? Can't we look at it as, women being independent and not settling for less than there worth. Nope there just skanks. like wtf?

4.) Being insensitive: No I'm not fat I'm carrying your child you dick. Girls like to be told nice things like " hey Hun, you look so beautiful today" or " God, your so pretty when you smile". The last thing we want to hear when were having a bad day is how your ass got rocked in Call of duty.

5.) The L- word: LOVE. Guys don't throw that work around, its not taken lightly, and when that word gets in the wrong hand and it used for dastardly purposes the result can be catastrophic.
" guys use love to get sex, and girls use sex to get love" Deadly combination.

I am what ever you say i am.

Why do people put pressures on you? or labels or standards? Since my birth everyone has expected me to BE something. At first everyone thought i would be a nurse like every other girl child in Brown family. Then they thought i would be an artist working for Disney studio's or something, now they think I'm going to go to university and be a teacher. So here's what i think, stop getting people to be something there not.  I'm not going to do something i don't love for the sake of money. I'm not going to put my happiness aside to have a higher social standing and I'm not going to forget about my passion to make you proud.
Its not fair. And if it means disappointing you to do things that i love, then I'm sorry.


-signed frustrated daughter

Two's a company Three's a crowd.

Have you ever had a really good friend? No, a best friend. One you spend every waking hour with, one you tell all your darkest secrets to? I mean , you guys can't get enough of each other! You talk on the phone for hours, you see each other when ever you can, you are inseparable. You think nothing can tear you apart. WELL YOUR ABSOLUTELY WRONG. There is one thing, the opposite sex! ( maybe the same sex i don't know which way you friend swings). As soon as your best friend gets a boyfriend or girlfriend, you don't even exist anymore?! All they talk about is there stupid relationship. Now don't get me wrong, I'll be happy for me friends, but i mean who was there for your when boys/ girls sucked because you couldn't get a boyfriend/ girlfriend. Or who was there for you when you had to vent cause the jack ass/ bitch stood you up? Yes, it was us, the best friends that you now look to on the side lines. The best friends who don't have boyfriends or girlfriends and are rarely in relationships. WE WERE THERE FOR YOU. and we still will be when that guy/ girl dumps you or cheats on you or what have you. I'm just saying best friends should take presidence over boyfriends.

And i hate to make this personal but, thanks for stealing my best friend you jack ass.
Do you know how hard it is to find the perfect best friend, like the kind you would never get rid of because there just too awesome? No you don't because you probably sold your best friend down the river, just like mine did for you. So ever time your shoving your tongue down her throat you remember this, you good for nothing best friend stealer, if you ever hurt her I'll kill you. and not a quick painless death either, i mean I'm going to slowly break every one of your ribs and watch you cry in agony.

- signed the disgruntled best friend

Prologue

Why did i make this blog? Simply to talk about whats on my mind and to get feed back. And not that stupid kind of  feed back you get from face book when they press the like button. I mean i want conversations and insight! What will i be talking about? Basically issues for adolescents, what I'm going through. This is my online diary per say for people who can relate. But it will be opinionated.


So i hope people enjoy this, and actually give two shits on what i have to say, even though it me be juvenile or bi us. Here's hoping.